Nocturnal Reflection

Welcome to My Truest Thoughts My Truest Feelings

  • ScapeGOAT

    April 6, 2020 by

    Don’t worry about me Worry about you I been sleeping good but its the guilt that left me shook As if i influenced everyone around me I doubt it so don’t you dare doubt me As if I’m the evil… As if I’m the person who been primeval..? As if i havent been on a… Read more

  • Done Dirty

    April 6, 2020 by

    The wind in the air is left sturdy Breezing through lies that they buried Only those eyes know the truth Dont ever let them lie to you Water blood dirt fire Doesnt matter they all get higher From watching you rise and fall The best thing you can do is call The last bit of… Read more

  • Used To Be

    April 6, 2020 by

    This used to be my time Nocturnal rhymes Used to be the vibe Used to be until i found out it was killin me Used to be until i found out what was encrypted in me Used to be Till i saw the magic formed against me Used to be But now i know that… Read more

  • Loyalty

    April 5, 2020 by

    I’m loyal to the soil Even when it hurts But now I know I’m gonna put myself first Sometimes people do Come and go But some you won’t forget so it’s hard to let go With that being said The disconnect happens when the loyalty is not to ourselves So we end up putting our… Read more

  • Heal The World

    April 2, 2020 by

    It wasn’t our fault And that’s what we don’t get I did fall and I fell with many regrets But now I’m up because I’m finally searching Searching for my soul It often felt like i was a burden The pain is masked so well i forget The pain i forget is hidden and it… Read more

  • Scream Hope

    March 31, 2020 by

    I’m not going to scream I’m not going to cry I’m going to continue to take things one step at a time I’m not going to freak out Anxiety is on its way out And all I can really say is I do wanna scream and shout! But out of happiness! After all these years… Read more

  • Mirror

    March 31, 2020 by

    Sometimes the reflection can be painful Sometimes we take things on bc we are made to Sometimes peace of mind is all we need To know that things will be fine in the in between Sometimes we react off instinct Sometimes our dreams do die because we arent listening Sometimes it hurts to look But… Read more

  • Different Cell

    March 31, 2020 by

    Same trials, different cell Same struggle, different hell Same heart, different wells Karma comes and gets it still Protect the hearts who beat through the stain And smile through the pain Living life insane but its normal in the rain – @nocturnalxo

  • The Woes Of Being A Woman

    March 28, 2020 by

    Whos real whos fake all people want is a piece of your cake cash rules everything but women make it go round so what can we do when we continue to make them frown I ain’t mad at cha see right through it what am I supposed to do if playing the game is fluid?… Read more

  • The Unknown

    March 25, 2020 by

    Maybe I know too much Maybe I know too little But what I really know is that this time was meant to grow like I’m on a riddle Not working for the people who represent hate Because I just really can not relate Keep looking I’ll send it right back to you Do you really… Read more

  • Untitled

    March 23, 2020 by

    Your eyes they never lie do they I’ve seen you crying I’ve been hearing it loud for 2 days I wanna understand I want to see who’s behind that mask I wanna see but maybe it is meant to be free For open interpretation We grasping for hope because this life looks so fake and… Read more

  • Bleeding Heart

    March 21, 2020 by

    Bleeding Heart My heart bleeds for the love that I know is unrequited It’s crazy to feel but fuck it I am ignited To let go of what I cannot control is my mission Because if I don’t I start to lose my vision To remember is something I hope never leaves I want to… Read more

  • Hope

    March 21, 2020 by

    Never lose hope It may seem cloudy right now but dont grab that rope For life has beauties that we need to experience It’s not filled with pain Just many experience Can be heavy but still we must maintain For there is always a rainbow after that rain – @nocturnalxo

  • Insomnia

    March 18, 2020 by

    They say, there’s no rest for the Wicked But is it Wickedness or Weakness ? Word to K.Dot I’m tryna embody his uniqueness With a splash of me in between A Conscious Devoted Poetic Queen. Who struggles just like you and me I don’t got the answers Im not Sway Calloway or anyone in between… Read more

  • Sun & Moon

    March 9, 2020 by

    The sun is setting So the moon can rise Both on opposite sides yet they still do shine In different ways for the sun will blind you with its rays While the moon simply illuminates Oh what a love story Still told till this day Dimming your light so others can shine bright So every… Read more

  • Happy Sunday

    March 2, 2020 by

    Sunshine is strictly my mission To live every day with only one condition To thank God for the fact that I woke up while other bodies weren’t in that position To smile every day and train my mind to be grateful that I have risen I say that because i don’t want to live in… Read more

  • Poetry Is For

    January 31, 2020 by

    Poetry is for the unexpressed souls Poetry is for the creatives that need the juice to flow Poetry is for the hearts that need healing Poetry is for the minds to decipher the meaning Poetry is for love and heart Mind and street smarts Poetry is for the soul like fertilizer for the creative planting… Read more

  • Let Me Be Your Favorite Nightmare

    January 31, 2020 by

    Love It came so easily But was it love or just lust that I accepted Which was the frequency? Never mind that because although the love you gave did end up pleasing me Still Something was missing, my usual carefree spirit was wheezing for air As if you sucked it all out of me and… Read more

  • Speed Law

    January 30, 2020 by

    J wants to die she’s working on dying before her time What can you do She takes those pills it’s fucking with more than just her mind What can you say Has so much potential but wastes it on cheap thrills Doesn’t see too far ahead she’s stuck on the mundane wheel When everyone sees… Read more

  • The Alchemy of Pain

    January 16, 2020 by

    Growing up without a father left me feeling empty Searching for things that would fill the void it left me Searching for things that didn’t accurately align with my purpose Things that set me back I wonder if it was all on purpose If I was meant to have to learn from all these lessons… Read more

  • Breaking Free

    January 12, 2020 by

    The walls around me were white My soul felt trapped airtight Flashbacks of my first day Did they really leave me here to stay? I glanced to my left and then to my right “You don’t belong here, you better fight” Voices rang my eyes dropped as low as they can I did belong, I… Read more

  • Growing Pains

    January 10, 2020 by

    Being human sucks sometimes, in the sense of it’s confusing and intense. We’re told at a very young age that we must grow up and take on full adult responsibilities. It’s normalized to just suck things up and get the job done, and if the going gets rough because it will get rough since this… Read more

  • World Peace

    January 6, 2020 by

    I’m ringing all the alarm bells The truth is we’re living in hell aswell I’m tired of this as the reality for all of us In the grand scheme of things, this affects everyone I don’t want this for the general population or my family so let us discuss World peace world peace Is it… Read more

  • LOVE

    January 2, 2020 by

    I don’t want a love that i have to fight for I don’t want a love that makes me feel unworthy or makes me deal with gaslight nor Do I want a love that contradicts who i am Don’t want to question myself over any man Don’t need a love that makes me go insane… Read more

  • All That I Need

    January 2, 2020 by

    I’m really all that i need Its truly beautiful that i finally see It took me long enough to genuinely believe That all the beauty i see in you i can also see in me I’m really all that i need Of course loneliness is something that still happens to me I tap in and… Read more

  • The Highs & The Lows

    December 23, 2019 by

    The highs could outweigh the lows but who knows what this life will hold One minute we’re flying next second we fall And that fall may stall what is meant to be but keep your head up because soon they all will see From the illusion of control the reality of us as a whole… Read more

  • EGO

    December 13, 2019 by

    Everything I’m about to type I am guilty of. This society is very ego-driven, meaning we determine our self worth on what we think about ourselves. That doesn’t sound like a bad thing but too much of anything can turn into a demise. We want to believe that in some way shape or form, we… Read more

  • Hero on Ground Zero

    December 13, 2019 by

    Her smile, Her strength I learned it all from the best Goodness gracious this lady had on a bulletproof vest Reminded me of a ram mixed with a bull Or so it seemed because in all reality We cannot escape mortality Working hard never taking a break Life catches up to us all we all… Read more

  • Transfiguration (Short story)

    December 13, 2019 by

       The wind felt bitter cold, and I could feel myself getting sick. That’s December in Connecticut for you though. I almost couldn’t get out of bed today, and it made me wonder about seasonal depression. It seems like a real thing, but lately, it’s been feeling like more than just that. Isn’t Seasonal depression… Read more

  • Imperfectly Perfect

    December 11, 2019 by

    I used to think that i had to be perfect or at least something close to it. I used to feel like because i knew very well that i am not perfect i had to try extra hard or alternatively hide my true self. I am so grateful for the illusion of time and the… Read more

  • Am I imagining this or is it real

    December 11, 2019 by

    Oh yes, I’m dissociating What is real? I’m losing my mind In the calmest way I don’t think I’m fine But I’ll be okay. My inner most thoughts Just revealed like that Vulnerability just sucks I prefer that mask A facade of neat To cover up my weak spots Someone tell me how to get… Read more

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